Welcome to my website.
On the right, a picture of me as well as my faithful dog Mac and my wonderful cats Shadow & Gadget.
I got saved watching The Gospel Bill Show as a young teen and got baptized as an older teen.
I quit my job of 17 years when they stopped paying me all because I ultimately refused the choice of them inserting something in my arm or in my forehead.
Revelations 13:16
And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:
Anthony Patch DNA and Mark Questions
I can’t say for sure but I do believe they really tried to create it to push true believers out of society.
I might have been bullied out of a bowl of stew yet I have kept my inheritance.
I also got divorced around the same time, a true liberation. I was married to a women for 10 years who lied about loving God and instead hated him.
She blamed God for the suicide of her boyfriend before me. I wish I realized at the time how big and bright red that flag was.
She really changed right after the wedding, I though I finally saw the real her but no she got worse over time. Lets just say that I am grateful that she has thought me all that I will ever need to know about covert narcissism.
This is why I am truly grateful. Over the years she opened my eyes to her narcissistic mother, and it was truly really bad. I am ashamed to say that I didn’t realize that my ex was also a narcissist until after she left. I feel even more ashamed that I never saw the elephant in the room. I had also been raised by at least one narcissistic parent.
I did love her, she was beautiful at least on the outside. Sometimes I did feel stuck as a christian, no matter how bad she treated me all I could do was treat her good, pray and hope for better. So choose wisely.
She left with the car and the clothes on her back one day without warning. I was left wondering where she went and when she would be back for months. When I finally saw her a few months later she was in a relationship and pregnant with his child.
So I got divorced, I sometimes wonder why this happened to me. The short answer I would say is that God wanted me to learn about narcissism and get rid of all narcissists in my life. I truly wish her the best as she has struggled much with mental illness.
Some strange things
One time she told me she could kill me in my sleep and I told her you can’t God will protect me. After careful consideration I would not recommend this as the only course of action.
The last week together was a roller coaster she was in a car accident with a concussion. She was talking weird and loud but there was no damage to the car and I was told that she might be faking it. She did go the hospital with her friend. I suspect that she might have instead found out she was pregnant with the other guy. I say this because the day before she left she was begging for it more than she had in 10 years. It just so happened that my shoulder was hurting really really bad. I told her but she kept on insisting and as I was still trying to figure out if she was ok by the weird way she was talking. Even though my shoulder was not ok and she was not ok, she was begging so much that in my head i’m like ok. At that very moment as I am standing outside the bedroom door a vision of a tall Angel appeared beside me, he put his hand on my hurting shoulder and held me back from entering in the bedroom where my wife was.
On the day that she left she started an argument that didn’t make much sense. As we were arguing I saw a vision of 2 little demons creatures flying around her cellphone.
I had a dream after she left, she looked much younger in the dream like a child and she said please forgive my mother. I thought it was my ex referring to her narcissistic mother. Shortly after waking up from the dream that morning I get a call from my ex and she told me that she just gave birth to a baby girl.
I have also had some major issues with churches, A pastor borrowing money from almost everyone in the congregation, faking his death and fleeing the country. A church abruptly stopping the praying in the name of Jesus and seeing nothing wrong with it.
I have been betrayed by all who I trusted the most.
So yes, I have been thru a lot in the last few years but it has lead me much closer to God.
I have been spending much time reading and listening to the bible as well as many preachers online.
God has not yet lead me to a job, instead;
God has since lead me to move, drastically reduce my expenses as well as create this website.
I am hoping that with this work will bear good fruit, leading people to Jesus.
Email:
steve@puredove.com
Mac and Me Unbelievable Stories
A wolf in Gatineau Quebec
As I am walking Mac on a foggy day I barely see a wolf lying oddly half on the side and half on the road maybe 200 ft away. A week or two later on another walk a female wolf jumps out of the bush of a neighbors yard and she is now 3 feet from me and Mac. She startled me for sure but she was not aggressive at all. She was just a little smaller than Mac and sat on her tail facing us with her tail between her legs pointing it at us. With the tip of her tail maybe 2 feet away from Mac. I could smell her pheromones and Mac did too. She was so beautiful and Mac was sitting and smiling ear to ear and gently waging his tail. I had Mac on a leash and and I just let my wrist drop maybe an inch to try to fully relax and the leash made a slight sound. She heard it alright and considered running away for a second but she looked at me and decided to stay there a few mins. All 3 of us frozen there. She started licking herself. I considered letting Mac go to have fun but I was worried about ticks, and that maybe he wouldn’t want to come back. I have since learned more about wolves and it’s possible she was trying to lure him back to the pack for food. I would like to believe that she had been tracking him for a while and realized her only chance to meet him was to meet me too and truly had chosen fully equipped Mac to make wolf puppies. I am thankful I didn’t let him off the leash just in case.
I got Mac at 7 and he is 12 Now
When i got him, he had always been the pack leader. Mac liked to jump on people for fun, it scared them because he is so big and that was no longer acceptable. I had to pass some tests before he would let me lead. No one would go near his food or a toy in his mouth. I did, he growled, it was scary but that’s when he decided to test me. We are playing outside and he decides to charge at me. When I mean charge, he had gotten to full running speed jumped head first in my chest. I knew he was playing chicken, I could have stepped out of the way but a voice inside me said to take the hit. It hurt but it was the first time I would say he started to let me lead.
The following Sunday, funny how God works sometimes, I was visiting a new church and a young man that I didn’t know at all tried to walk right into me multiple times to try to intimidate me for some reason. In my head I was laughing as he was not even half as intimidating as Mac had been.
A bear in Gatineau Quebec
I had my cats on a tether in my front yard and I decide to walk Mac around the block on a sunny day. We are ending or walk as I turn the corner with just one house left in between me and my yard and just about where we met the wolf. On the other side of my yard and one house further away I see a huge brown bear. I really didn’t know they got that big, I would guess that he was between 5 ft and 6 ft high while standing on 4 legs. So just 3 houses away from me with my house in the middle there is a bear walking towards me, mac and my cats. There was no way that I was going to let that bear have cat on a rope as a snack. So I start marching towards home and right towards that bear. I had been trying to convince Mac to let me lead on walks to no avail but in that moment Mac started walking sheepishly behind me with not even a single bark the whole time. I think Mac gained a lot of respect for me that day. Now the bear saw us and my interpretation is that he was just a little annoyed to see us because he had the road all to himself and now he had to go back in the forest and did just that. All of us made it home safe.
Mac makes my Ex look bad
Mac was supposed to be my ex’s dog but it was originally owned by the guy who stole my ex wife. So you can almost say he traded me his dog for my ex wife. Maybe they used Mac to distract me while they were dating, I guess it worked. But I think I might have had the better part of that deal. Mac truly has a good heart and only wants to do good for people. He is faithful and loyal. He is so fun to be around and he is always happy to see me. I never have to worry if I will be back stabbed or yelled at for no reason. I have no doubt that he will make it to heaven. He is a really good boy.
Cast out a demon in Ottawa Ontario
As I was walking by the art museum going to work very early in the morning. A man was walking alone swearing really loudly. Yelling with a lot of F bombs and what I would call demonic tongues. I saw this man do this exact same thing at the exact same place and at the exact same time 3 days in a row. On the third day I got really annoyed and yelled something like this. I command you demons to come out of this man and go back to the pits of hell in the name of Jesus Christ. His head instantly turned to face me, his mouth gaped opened, staring blankly at me and he became silent. I never saw him again.
I saw an Angel in Gatineau Quebec
I was 18 years old and this time I was biking to work to Ottawa from Gatineau. This happened near the Champlain Bridge. As I am biking on the bike path I see ahead of me a young man and a young women walking towards me next to each other with heads down. The Man had huge wings and the women looked completely human. I have no idea if the woman could see the wings or the man at all. The wings were folded and maybe extended 2 head lengths above the shoulders and almost touched the ground. The most interesting thing was that the wings had like a black aura and the feathers were transparent. The best way I could describe it is that each feather was incredibly detailed and looked like they were each made of tinted glass. Apart from the wings the man looked human. Now I needed to investigate, is this girl in trouble? Who is this Angel? As I am biking towards them I decided to go confront him directly. In that instant a voice in my head loudly said don’t stop and keep going and I did just that.